idiot.

so, today i took a good hard look at my butt in the mirror and decided somethin has to happen, haha.
As of 9 hours ago, i'm officially on a RAW FOOD DIET.
what does that mean you ask?

a. no food additives, including sugar
b. the only meat i can eat is...you guessed it; raw.
c. no dairy, or anything processed (even if it's organic)
d. i'm an idiot
e. i may die.
so last night i binged myself on oreo brownies and said goodbye to my beautiful collection of dairy foods. I'm not doin the diet to lose any weight, and i'm nervous about losing my muscle tone, so i've decided my only cheat is gonna be NATURAl peanut butter...which is NASTY.
this whole 'cleanse' thing is gonna last 7 days. 7 awful terrifying days. i seriously love dairy, and easily go through a gallon of skim milk a week.
so...i'm welcoming myself to hell. so i went to the grocery store and spent 30 bucks on strictly fruits and veggies. I got home to make dinner, and about passed out when i realized the entire huge container of "leafy greens" was 15 calories. for the whole thing. after eating a bowl of it without any dressing i realized, leafy greens actually stands for assorted weeds. i hate this.