going through a phase

spent a glorious night with Makelle. Giggling over Jacob from twilight in the movie theater like 5 year olds. Oh how i love that woman.
Oh how i love this man...

judge me why don't you.
anyways. we were talkin about growin up & how bad it sucks makin decisions, then she said:
"there's a time & a place...& a when & a why, and you make these huge decisions and just pray for the strength to do what you know is right."
& i told her exactly what i'm gonna tell you:
"this is the time in your life when you have to be selfish & make decisions for you, that make you happy, these next few years are the only time in your life when you can do that"
I'm never gonna apologize for being young and incredibly stupid again.
I'm makin mistakes like it's my job lately & i kinda secretly love it.
I've honestly stopped caring about social consequences.
So i needed an excuse for my reckless behavior...
and when i say reckless, i mean a little more innocent fun that i usually have, behaviors that by anyone else's standards would be deemed "normal".
but it's girls gone wild for me.
anywhoozer, i finally came up with a valid excuse:
i think i'm going through a phase....
i call it the "I don't currrr" phase.
so next time i do somethin stupid...i'm just gonna say "i don't currr! i'm going through a phase" then maybe I'll add a "suck it" sign in there


One day,
I'll be a grown up.
& learn how to be productive at work
& be mature in movie theaters
One day,
I'll stop doing things i know i shouldn't do.

that day, isn't comin anytime soon.