i'm typing you this story from the comfort of my parent's home, due to the fact that i emotionally and physically could not handle logan today so i ran home like a grown up. worst. 48 hours. ever.
it all began when i slept at our creepy house alone, after the police told me not to, because our backdoor doesn't lock, therefore making my house a welcome safe haven for any and all rapers. worst night of sleep ever. i hate being alone in houses, but i'm a girl so i'm allowed to be scared, i've been taught my whole life that rapers want to get to me and my lady parts. so i barricaded myself in my bedroom and fell asleep.
i wake up, skip the first day of class, and kylie comes in as i'm leaving for work. suddenly i get a phone call that she smelled a horrible smell coming from upstairs, it made her really sick and we had a natural gas leak.
At this point, how am I still alive?
questar comes, finds nothing, but decides that both our furnaces and the water heater are "unsafe" (if you're keeping score here, The amount of times i was told my house wasn't safe within a week-2, months since i've known this all along-4.5)
so they shut it down, killin heat and hot water at our house. I couldn't get to the landlord until the next day so i just had to pack up my shi and go to sleep with kelli.
I wake up at 7am with an awful cold the next day, get ready, and walk myself to school in negative degree weather, it was without a doubt the coldest i have ever been. I then walk home, to my car, drive to the landlord's office and give them the notices and explain the situation, she says it'll be fixed sometime today, drive myself back to my house and struggle to even move the key because i'm so frozen.
I walk in and can see my breath, you can't begin to understand how pissed i am, all i want is to sleep in my bed because i'm SICK.
so i get what i need, walk out to catch the shuttle for my 10:30 class, which is convenient that it's right across the street. Not so convenient that the 20 people lined up waiting saw me slip and fall down 3 stairs, somehow landing face down.
I AM SICK. i do not feel good. i walk back inside, almost cry because it's so cold and i just fell face first into snow. I then have to convince myself i'm an adult and go to class, where construction workers are finishing the ceiling and open the door every 5 seconds letting in all the cold. I am not okay. I then walk home, get in my car, and drive one hour to my parents house, drug myself and sleep for 4 hours. happy first week of school!
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